You love them a WHOLE BUNCH! To you, they mean VERY MUCH, but some things come before them, like outside commitments and important stuff, like your life. You love this person and wouldn't mind them being a part of your everyday life, but you prefer to keep this thing to yourselves. Only a handful of your closest friends know about this, and you have told them it's okay to spread it round, but not too much. You'd prefer to get them something small and that they would like, like a piece of jewelry or a teddy bear.