Sometimes people can't understand you at all... You have your own way to live your life, so your main talent probably would be something arty and creative, like writing, painting or playing music. Some advice? Don't EVER try to follow the others, you are yourself and if you stop being yourself, all your magic will be gone.
I truely know how you feel. Ling story, but I know, it hurts. You just want to cry alone in your room and leave the world behind. But at the same time, all you truely want is him back. There may be nothing you can do now, but just give it some time and see what happens. Im working on the same thing right now. Just remember, there are lots of other greta people out there who want you too. Try giving them some attention. You never know what may happen...
By the things you told me, you guys are good friends. No need to panic though! Friendship is important... Try to be a little bit more flirty... Give away a few more hints on liking that person. Maybe... If you really are good friends, you should just tell your feelings! Some people say it hurts your friendship... But you falling in love didn't already then? Keep your head held high and do what you feel like doing!