You are searching for God and His essence. you want to be in the gathering of the Prophet Mohamed s.a.w. you are not satisfied in listening to holistic recitation nor in its recitation. you want more than hearing only the voice of your heart saying allah allah. You want to be under his sight all time. you want to see God in all directions
.....you are the social person who make usefull contacts. you introduce important people to influencial people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...but you dont enjoy the spotlight as much. you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to strech and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true... you will do well in almost anyfield you know how to flater without being to obivous and you can make just about anyone like you