Events that have happened in your past or maybe even right now have changed you. You tend to be a pessimist. And sometimes if not often you will smile even if you aren't ok. You may have tried to be positive but just continually saw the negative. You keep your thoughts, which sometimes may be very unhappy or dark, to yourself. You tend to wanna be alone and sometimes think very badly of yourself. You may find release in music, poetry, or drawing. Remember people and friends are there for you.