What happened to your innocence. In school you're always like "Dugs are bad, I won't do drugs", but looks like you didn't keep your promise. You will die by a drug overdose.
Now we are not talkin bout becomin a super hero... but you were born to help others and put others infornt of your needs. you are caring and that is your biggest strength you will do really well in those field where you have to help others like social worker or doctor...options are many