You like to be reconized as much as the next person, but it's not, like, an obsession for you. Sure it might be fun to mingle with stars and varios boy bands members or even get a ride in a limo every now and then, but you've got a clear picture of what really matters--good friends, keeping it real, and doing the right thing. Oh and the stalkers? No way!
You go to church every Sunday and put on the face of holiness. You don't admit to any problems in your life or family and you lie to cover up the truth. You talk the christian talk but live ungodly when no one is looking or when you are with unbelievers who are doing ungodly things. You want people to think you are someone you are not. You are living a lie and are a liar who needs to repent and get saved or get your heart right with the Lord.
By the things you told me, you guys are good friends. No need to panic though! Friendship is important... Try to be a little bit more flirty... Give away a few more hints on liking that person. Maybe... If you really are good friends, you should just tell your feelings! Some people say it hurts your friendship... But you falling in love didn't already then? Keep your head held high and do what you feel like doing!